don't mind this

I swear this song is one of the songs that touch my heart to its core.

Good Material

I might need to buy Alex Clare's album at the store.

I need this fucking drugs.

Drama

I don't feel........important.
Am I being too sensitive, or you are actually think I'm not that important to you.
The way I feel how matter you are to me, to my life.

Maybe I'm just one of the many.
The many that you have.
The many options.

Thus, being one of the options, make me unimportant.
Is that the case?

Negative Made-Up Conversation Episode 2. (The Bad Hope)

I look at you. You do the same. Our eyes meet.

Me: I actually am missing you. Do you feel the same?

You: Nope. I mean, I'm not sure.

Me: If I suddenly disappear, is that going to be different to you. Or it's like nothing happened?

You: Nothing, I guess.

Me: Well, just wanna let you know........that........it will be another way around, if it is happened to me.

-end-

Made-up Conversation

In a restaurant. Mamak probably. You and me, we're sitting at a table, facing to each other.

Me: Hey, when you call me 'sayang', do you really mean it? Like you think I should be loved? That you actually love me?

You: Hhmm how to say...I think nope. I say with no deeper feeling. I don't love you. But I do like you, don't misunderstood me. I just don't have that feeling towards you.

Me: Hmm okay.... (looking down)

You: Hey why?......(silence). 

You see my glassy eyes.

You: Are you okay?

Me: (tears start dropping...just a few drops) Yea...I'm all good. It's nothing just ignore this...(pointing at eyes and faking a laugh)

You get up and sit beside me. Try to comfort me, the least.

Me: Everybody is looking at us. 

You: Let them be.

-end-

Dot

The universe is big. Big to the infinity.

We are just part of it.

Chunk. 

Aren't we?

Universal Clock

Matahari itu universal.

Matahari itu sentiasa ada; cuma terpancar, atau terselindung.

Matahari itu menampakkan segala apa.

Matahari itu seragam ragamnya.

Matahari itu mata yang melihat pada waktu hari; Mata yang celik setiap hari.

Matahari adalah jam untuk seluruh alam semesta.
Matahari adalah salah satu keajaiban penciptaan yang Maha Esa.

Unnecessary

No need to step into my shoes. I don't need people to understand me. I don't understand myself either.

Unforgivable

I'm going to hate myself of not knowing how to play atleast one music instrument before I die.

Morning Conversation

Me: I don't like you.

Me: I don't like me either.

Me: That's odd.

Me: Nope.