choose your winning

Good people will always win at the end (just the matter of time), although could appear not at times. 

And, 

Bad people also always win (but temporarily).

One is life one is not.

Taking pictures or videos with your phone with intention to post it online, is not living. 

Doing it to capture the moments, is.

Posting the captured moments online is keeping the memories.

Don't do it for the internet. Do it for, well...it.

Same but different.

Meeting Fadzli Rizman

He is a friend. 2004, since.

I met him this afternoon to pick up my stuff.

And we were talking........or more like sharing what we wish to have and done.

It's that random, really.

He makes me think again about my dreams.

The ones that I had forgotten (or ignored, maybe).

He makes me think again that I shouldn't feel enough of what I already have.

I ride my small scrambler, and thinking how big his dream is.

I'm thinking about mine.

Immediately, I feel defeated.

Despite of the good things I think I have now,

I actually lack of many things.

Passion? Maybe.

It makes me rethink.

I want to chase (back again) my dream.

But there's a lot to be fixed, and calculate at the first place.

Prediction, Weight, and Thrust. 

We'll see where it's going.

Am hoping for a good ending.

Finger-crossed. 

Amin.

-gombak, 26/3/2016 (draft)

MYOB

 Don’t be particular on other people’s sins, as we could have overlooked our own.

Kira-kira yang bukan urusan kita.

Ada masa mahu pergi awal aku rasa,
Tapi tentu tahu diri belum bersedia,
Walau tidak tahu macam mana Dia akan kira,
Walau Tuhan itu tidak kejam aku percaya,
Tapi selagi nyawa ada, teruskan jua.
Dalam pada itu, cuba kuatkan diri untuk ikut suruhan Dia.

.

Semoga yang baik-baik nanti, apabila tiada.

(teringat arwah ayah saudara)

Living Reality

Reality is hell. You can't get out of it.
Left alone alive.

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sekurang-kurangnya kita kenal siapa diri kita,
sekurang-kurangnya kita kenal yang maha kuasa.

jangan biar mati nanti sia-sia.