Meeting Fadzli Rizman

He is a friend. 2004, since.

I met him this afternoon to pick up my stuff.

And we were talking........or more like sharing what we wish to have and done.

It's that random, really.

He makes me think again about my dreams.

The ones that I had forgotten (or ignored, maybe).

He makes me think again that I shouldn't feel enough of what I already have.

I ride my small scrambler, and thinking how big his dream is.

I'm thinking about mine.

Immediately, I feel defeated.

Despite of the good things I think I have now,

I actually lack of many things.

Passion? Maybe.

It makes me rethink.

I want to chase (back again) my dream.

But there's a lot to be fixed, and calculate at the first place.

Prediction, Weight, and Thrust. 

We'll see where it's going.

Am hoping for a good ending.

Finger-crossed. 

Amin.

-gombak, 26/3/2016 (draft)

MYOB

 Don’t be particular on other people’s sins, as we could have overlooked our own.

Kira-kira yang bukan urusan kita.

Ada masa mahu pergi awal aku rasa,
Tapi tentu tahu diri belum bersedia,
Walau tidak tahu macam mana Dia akan kira,
Walau Tuhan itu tidak kejam aku percaya,
Tapi selagi nyawa ada, teruskan jua.
Dalam pada itu, cuba kuatkan diri untuk ikut suruhan Dia.

.

Semoga yang baik-baik nanti, apabila tiada.

(teringat arwah ayah saudara)

Living Reality

Reality is hell. You can't get out of it.
Left alone alive.

30

sekurang-kurangnya kita kenal siapa diri kita,
sekurang-kurangnya kita kenal yang maha kuasa.

jangan biar mati nanti sia-sia.

hablun minnan nas

Syukur atas salah lalu yang tertebus. 

Terus memohon untuk yang masih belum. 

Mustahil elak yang mendatang, terus cuba untuk yang terpaling kurang.

red eye

i keep looking at the evening sun,

it looks reddish, in perfect circle,

low and a little above the horizon.

though i know it's not good for my eyes, i just keep looking.

i could be blinded by it,

but i keep looking

.

.

sunstruck

sightfucked.

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