Negative Made-Up Conversation Episode 2. (The Bad Hope)

I look at you. You do the same. Our eyes meet.

Me: I actually am missing you. Do you feel the same?

You: Nope. I mean, I'm not sure.

Me: If I suddenly disappear, is that going to be different to you. Or it's like nothing happened?

You: Nothing, I guess.

Me: Well, just wanna let you know........that........it will be another way around, if it is happened to me.

-end-

Made-up Conversation

In a restaurant. Mamak probably. You and me, we're sitting at a table, facing to each other.

Me: Hey, when you call me 'sayang', do you really mean it? Like you think I should be loved? That you actually love me?

You: Hhmm how to say...I think nope. I say with no deeper feeling. I don't love you. But I do like you, don't misunderstood me. I just don't have that feeling towards you.

Me: Hmm okay.... (looking down)

You: Hey why?......(silence). 

You see my glassy eyes.

You: Are you okay?

Me: (tears start dropping...just a few drops) Yea...I'm all good. It's nothing just ignore this...(pointing at eyes and faking a laugh)

You get up and sit beside me. Try to comfort me, the least.

Me: Everybody is looking at us. 

You: Let them be.

-end-

Dot

The universe is big. Big to the infinity.

We are just part of it.

Chunk. 

Aren't we?

Universal Clock

Matahari itu universal.

Matahari itu sentiasa ada; cuma terpancar, atau terselindung.

Matahari itu menampakkan segala apa.

Matahari itu seragam ragamnya.

Matahari itu mata yang melihat pada waktu hari; Mata yang celik setiap hari.

Matahari adalah jam untuk seluruh alam semesta.
Matahari adalah salah satu keajaiban penciptaan yang Maha Esa.

Unnecessary

No need to step into my shoes. I don't need people to understand me. I don't understand myself either.

Unforgivable

I'm going to hate myself of not knowing how to play atleast one music instrument before I die.

Morning Conversation

Me: I don't like you.

Me: I don't like me either.

Me: That's odd.

Me: Nope.